31.7.09

Kid Nothing.

Lately I've found myself thinking about things that used to be. I'm happy with the changes I've made and how I've bettered myself. I do not regret but one thing in the last few years however I'm not willing to bring that to light just yet. I need a little bit more time for that and perhaps someone to share it with. I've been listening to more Gym Class Heroes and it just seems to make me realize things I never have before. It puts me at ease and that's something rather unusual. I strive to make others comfortable and while doing so I put myself to the side lines. I'm okay with that but it means I repress my feeling and my personal issues. I wish I could tattoo Thug Life on God's Stomach. I wanna take my art somewhere and just disappear from the world and all that is. The air's thick and heavy, nobody takes advantage of the gifts they've been given. Things are just falling apart and being wasted. This time it can't be fixed. What are you to do when the maze has no ending? That's what I would like to know. Do you need me like I would hope you do? Time will only tell. I'm willing to put my back against the wall once more.

1 comment:

me said...

I dunno if this was intended to be a personal blog or what. sorry if so. I did find the link on, uh, either myspace or facebook.

but anyway, you're a good writer.